Well its been forever and im all in all pretty good. I dont have to go to california this summer which im super!!!!! Excited about. i lost my love...again...and sometimes i still go back and forth of whether i should try again. but only when im super tired. He hates me anyways. but thats okay. he has an anger problem( being moody) but when im awake i take hold on another love interest (lawl) but he wont go out with me for a few reasons but i secretly think he likes me more. just a little. My friends are fine. Im at kats and cant sleep. Girls=distant but they are still my friends. Guys=still awesome. i wish i could actually be one of the guys still sometimes. its like i have two groups of friends. well not like it i really do. I got my football buddies and my anime buddies. meh but i really dont like either anymore. I cant wait till highschool is over an i go to college and finally meet some new people without going to the highschool. i still think about going a lot...hmm...but anyways...im living pretty fine. just like the ocean. We all have our ups and downs and very calm waether. thats where i am. the very calm weather. But i guess in a way thats good...